k so since whaterver day that was i upsdated, some things changed.
1, my schedule was fixed. 2, i am definitely getting surgery on tuesday morning. its not that big of a deal though casue its not in the hospital, and basically they drug me up with valium and xanax(i think it was those 2) i fall asleep then like an hour long thing and i go home or whatever. its only gonna be liek a couple days to get perfect again so i could have easily donw it later in the year, after tennis, or something but i decided i wanted to just get it over with so it wouldnt have to be one more thing to stress about after school starts. so basically thats it with that. (ps, im dont wiht numbering stuff in this entry haha)
so friday i woke up early cause the peopel workin gon my house came early and i woul dhave felt super akward sleeping while they were working on my house so i got up and read. i read the entire day. i read 150 pages. thats crazy. so yea friday night was a good night with lots of good stuff. still cant believe we pulled it all off. basically me, sam, justine, courtney, alex, dan, tj, &max all chilled at dans house, and did some cool stuff. we all slept(well some of us slept) there minus dan and alex, and tj. yea we slept at dans house when he wasnt there. i made chocholate chip pancakes for everyone in the morning. that was cute. helped clean up then went home. then my padj and i drove to queens to pick up my sister then go to my gma&gpas house. we were gonna go to the pool but it wasnt even that hot so i said i didnt want to so we didnt. then we pikced mommy up from the airport (oh yea, eric left for college, im pretty upset, i dont wanna be an only child again, i like when hes home...) and went back to my sisters apartment where her friends ian&michelle met us there. went out to a nice dinner at some italian place then me,padj,&madj went home. went to sleep early due to lack of sleep firday night
today i woke up late and lounged around. read some of my book. then i went with the madj to see my grandma. it wasnt one of her better days. it gets harder and harder every time i go visit her but id feel super guilty if i dindt go. but then in the car ride home my mom basically said "you have to start detaching yourslef, tell youself that shes not ur grandma, shes an old lady with dimensia that used to be ur grandma". that was a little sad. idk. well see what happens with that. came home and basically have done nothing since. i cleaned my room, showered, and have basically been watching tv and reading the whole night. i have like 100 pages left so im assuming ill finish it 2morrow if i force myself to read more tongiht and maaybe even wake up earlish tomorrow to get it done. that means i get my permit super soon. if i finish it 2morrow im assuming ill go thursday..idk.
im pretty upset im not doing tennis 2morrow.
sorry this was a long entry, i havent done one of these in a while.

new schedule:
1. college business law h- greaven
2. english 11 h- gazzola
3. ap american- mcconaghy
4. math 12- bechard
5. ap spanish- beluchi
6(1,3,5). gym- scarpelli
6(2,4,6). band- fogarty
7. physics r- tupaj
8(1,3,5). physics lab- tupaj
8(2,4,6). study hall
student leadership

now i feel bad though because i guess it all depends who is in my gym class, but i kind of want the study hall (well i guess itd be lunch) the every other day opposite band, and the gym even though its 8th period. i guess ill see

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